Almost 3 years

Two and a half years later, and I'm still in my miserable marriage, completely disrespecting the man that I married. I'm tired of my life with him, so to be honest, I'm out to create a new life, still married, but more individualized and independent. The latest? Well, let's just say that he doesn't put anything into out marriage.. If we do something, it's because I initiate the activity. Like the cruise... I'm not sure I liked it, I thought the first day was stupid and a waste. I really only like laying on the beach in St. Maarten. It's easy to complain and criticize when you're not willing to step up to the plate and take a turn at bat. Also, once again, I want my backyard finished, I want my water feature put it, but no, he doesn't want to spend the money to put the under deck system in right. He wants to cheapen it and get some fiberglass sheats from Home Depot that "will do". Do you have any idea how I hate his cheap ass attitude? The deck sucks because he didn't want to do the work to notch the wood so things would fit right. Instead he used some metal brackets that everyone can see when they walk out there. It looks industrial instead of something that would be in someone's back yard. Then there's the terraces. They look fine, but let's put some wood as steps and call it good, so what it they aren't even, unstable to walk on, ans just plain ugly. The house painting... he didn't want to spend the money on the paint that the painters wanted to use, and starting 2 years ago, paint started to chip and peel. You wouldn't guess that our house was just painted 5 years ago. He's been asked for 2 years to contact the manufacturer's about the quality of the paint, but he hasn't. He's a useless, childish little boy. To be honest, I wish that he would just die.....